understand

Nov 7

So, what is it?

You would imagine that after years of exercising, practicing and learning, you would slowly come closer to understanding and mastering a subject. But how wrong can this presumption be? Everyday is a learning curb. You may do the same daily routine; brush your teeth, change your underwear (we hope), eat your breakfast, but although to the naked eye it seems, as it is identical to every other day, you have room for the tiniest thought or discrepancy that can send you spiralling out of control. Sometimes these little variations can be life changing for the better and other times they can send you on a route to self-destruction. I guess what is most important is how you deal with it.

Nov 6

Seven years

So the last two weeks of my life have probably been the most difficult times I have experienced… Scrap that…I have been lying here for almost two hours contemplating how to start this post and more importantly how I will lead the rest of my life. It is a huge deal to think of seen as though I am turning 24 in two weeks and I always imagined and hoped to make my first million before I turn 25. From a young age I heard stories of how people just happened to bump into something that they loved, made a career from and in turn made millions on people happy. I hoped that going through the education system and completing a degree would make this easier for me to find something I love but after years of education and one and a half years as a graduate I have found myself more fucked then I have ever been.

Oct 30